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Friday, October 21, 2005

got back all my eoy papers. all the results are fucking lousy. fail 2 subjects. phys and geo. it's not as if i didnt study. they are my main focus. i forsake play during weekends jus to study phys [before also got la. not last minute ok?] and geo is the worst. the greatest impact for me. it's totally like @!$#!^%#*& i studied 3 weeks before the exams and constantly study like everyday lor. and i fail the worst. mr chew say mus understand wad the question is asking. cos me and yongli is dun understand the question so in a way, all is rubbish; absolute rubbish like wad he says. he says we are the weaker ones. *sighs* no wonder when he asked who's estimated marks is fail that time, he's like giving me a wierd expression. i shld have expected it lor.. i never expect myself to fail. i expected a b4 when we were estimating our marks. and the diff is alot. i suppose yongli is feeling jus as bad as me. i wont say my marks. but mine's the same as yongli and another person.. wanna know then go ask them lor. i saw mdm sim outside GO today. didnt wanted to call her. maybe b'cos of my marks. *sighs* realli wanted to get good marks for geo b'cos of her, myself (: guess i jus have to work double harder for it. glad to c my chem pass though i noe there r lots of simpathy marks given. emath are my pride now. the highest among all subjects. amath results sux. dunnoe wad happen in the exams. i thot it was pretty easy. lose to him [the person mentioned b4]. `sighs. did badly wanted to.. chiben top again.. congrates! 1A, 1B, 4C, 1D, 1E. thanks des (: hope u will win yzk in o next yr! jiayous thanks daddy and mummy (: i promise to work hard for next exams thanks my dearest 3e3 for those who encourage me eg. ter thanks smiley (: